I've been meaning to get around to do this again, mostly because things have changed. I want to see if my answers differ now. Plus, there's nothing better to do.
Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. I miss you terribly and can't wait to see you again.
2. Every time I see you now, I just want to latch on to you and never let go. I miss you so much, but I just don't the time. You're still like a big brother to me.
3. I am so sorry about everything that's been going on. I'm sorry about how when he's around I pay basically no attention to you. I'm sorry about how giddy and annoying I've been. I'm sorry for the constant ups and downs of moods. I'm sorry for how distracted I've been. I just really sorry that my mind is always on him instead of what an amazing friend you are. It'll change soon. I promise.
4. I would really appreciate it if you'd stop bitching about who I'm dating. Yeah, I know he's not perfect in your eyes, but he's pretty great in mine. So really, I'm sorry that it's not you, but there's nothign that can be done about it. Grow up and stop your whining.
5. You. I know you're just trying to get under my skin, and it's working. As much as I don't want you tryign to pick up on me or something, I also don't want you completely ignoring me just because you're frustrated with me. You might want to grow up, too.
6. I love you, man. Like, I don't want anything to ruin our friendship because in the past year, I've grown to really enjoy having you around. YOu're probably one of the funniest people I know. I'm sorry if you're kind of upset by the situation and I wish I could help you out, but by doing that, I'd lose someone very valuable to me and that's just not going to happen at this point.
7. I love being able to talk to you. I confide in you with everything and I'm so happy that we have this kind of relationship. Most mothers and daughters don't, so thanks for putting up with me.
8. You've changed so much in the past few months and it's not for the better. I miss the way you used to be. I know that he makes you happy, but I don't think you're aware of what others see in you, now. All I see is a girl I used to know as happy and fun- loving hiding in a cold shell who's trying to say that a guy is worth depression. I don't think so.
9. You need to chill the fuck out, take a step back, and examine the situation you find yourself in. If you go back to that asshole and dump this amazing guy, a lot of people will lose respect for you, including myself.
10. It scares me so much that I like you this much.
Nine things about yourself:
1. I'm happier now than I have been in years.
2. I'm so insecure, it's ridiculous.
3. I'm one of the worst people ever, but I still consider myself a Christian.
4. I'm just like everyone else at this point.
5. I binge on different bands most of the time. There's always one band that I listen to more than any other band all the time. They usually dominate my ipod playlists.
6. I'm a little less temperamental than last year, but people still annoy me to death.
7. I think I'm way too ticklish for foreplay. ;D
8. I wish on stars almost every night. Most of the wishes come true. *knocks on forehead*
9. Being one of the top kids in my classes again makes me feel so strange now that I've gone through that year of just completely failing. I feel like an ex- convict or something doing community service.
Eight things to win your heart:
1. Make me smile.
2. Let me know that you like me.
3. Don't be too clingy.
4. Like my friends... or at least pretend to.
5. Look me in the eyes when you talk to me.
6. When we're with friends, don't be too shy around them. Try to act like you're proud.
7. Make an effort to hang out.
8. Don't be awkward. >_>
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. That fucking boy.
2. Music, songs, lyrics, etc.
3. Plots that won't get written.
4. Daydreams.
5. Books that I've been reading, like, what's been going on in them.
6. Concert rememberence.
7. 'Do your fucking work and stop thinking about nothing.'
Sixx things you do before you go to bed on an average day:
1. Shower.
2. Brush teeth.
3. Brush hair.
4. Pajamas.
5. Put ipod in.
6. Text and think until I finally doze off.
Five people who mean a lot in your personal life and Five on here:
1. Parents (They're combined into one.)
2. Brother, Collin.
3. Sage.
4. Manda.
5. Kale.
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1. Amy.
2. Paige.
3. Vanessa.
4. Kristine.
5. Korie.
Four things you are wearing right now:
1. Ripped jeans.
2. Old Sevenfold Shirt.
3. Pink belt.
4. Bleeding Necklace.
Three songs that fit your life perfectly:
1. Crossraods- Avenged Sevenfold
2. Young- Hollywood Undead
3. Falling Faster- Burn Halo (Only, not QUITE to that degree.)
Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Have a family.
2. Acheive enough to die happily.
One confession:
1. My thought process scares me.
Ever wonder if you're someone's everything?
Naw, not yet, anyway.
Last song played more than three times?
Black Dahlia- Hollywood Undead
Last time you were really happy?
Like, right now. I have been all week. It's fucking nice.
Did you take a nap today?
Sometimes. I have to be really tired, but it happens every once in a while.
Who got mad at you last?
Fucking Andee. Oh my god.
Last car you were in?
The bus..?
What color is your room?
White, black, and red... Plus all the colors of the posters.
Where are your parents right now?
Working, making money, and providing for moi.
Does someone love you?
In one way or another, I'm positive.
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Hehehe, yeeeeah. Fuckin' day of the PSATs.
Do you like to cuddle?
With who? ;D
Have you ever made out against a car?
Naw.
Kissed someone that had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
No, do I look like a homewrecker to you?
Are you ticklish?
Extremely.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
About twenty minutes ago.
Any plans for tomorrow?
School, chill.
When is the last time you were in a photo-booth taking pictures with friends?
Sometime last year.
What's the last thing you laughed at?
"I'll beat you with this." *holds up Twilight book*
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably Sage, last night on the swings.
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"Ah, it's Friday... Shit, no it's not."
What color are your eyes?
Poop colored. (;
Is there a girl that you would do absolutely everything for?
I would take a bullet for my homie, Sage.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
It's not over yet.
Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeah, it kinda sucks... A lot. But it all turned out for the better. Waaay better.
Are you dating the last person you talked to?
No, thank God.
What is stressing you out most right now?
I am under almost no stress at all. The bio quiz tomorrow is something to kind of worry about, but other than that, I'm good.
What happened last night?
I went to youth group, saw everyone. It was nice.
Did the last person you kissed have any piercings?
Seeeeptuuuum. (:
Do you know anyone who refuses to swear?
Naw, not really. Closest to it was James, but uh, Pacman got the best of him. (;
Did you go anywhere yesterday?
Youth group, bitch.
Do you have plans for this weekend?
Yeah, chillin' with the cousin and some old friends, spending the night, not to mention detention.
What's bothering you right now?
That I'm a petty, infatuated teenage girl.
Was last night terrible?
Naw, it was pretty alright. (:
What were you doing at ten last night?
Doing the beginning of this fucker. Lol
Lets say you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Let's not even THINK about that.
Who were you last on the phone with?
Sage, yesterday.
Why did you last cry?
It was when everything was Kablooey like.. Last week. Lmfao
Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?
It depends on which ex. If it's Champ, it would be like, "What do you want, child?" If it's douche face.. Well, we wouldn't have to worry about it because I would ignore the call. If it was Sergio, it would be something like, "Oh, you're talkign to me again?"
I bet you miss somebody right now?
I'm not giving you money for assuming correctly.
Is there someone you want to see?
Of course. ♥
Whose clothes are you wearing?
My own..?
Where were you at 2 this morning?
In my bed afuckingsleep.
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Really hard? Probably yesterday, talking about Matt and the velcro pants. LMFAO
Next time you will kiss someone?
Tomorrow?
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Oh no.
What if the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted?
It would be pretty intense. It'd probably get me very giddy for an extended period of time, but would stress me out at this age.
The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
I'd try my damndest.
Within the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
AFI, MOTIONLESS, oh and Christmas. (; New years is gonna be beastly, too.
Have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
Not that I know of...
Have you ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
Well, we got back together, so I guess that counts.
Have you kissed anyone within the last week?
Yessir.
Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 21?
Sage, but she wasn't driving, so uh, yeah.
What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
Don't you all know the story by now?
Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
HAH, naw.
How many people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Four, all for somewhat different reasons.
Do you like to take walks?
They're a'ight.
Are you listening to music right now?
Saloon Song- Burn Halo. (: I love this man.
Did you kiss anyone today?
Yes, fucker. Shut up.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?
Yeah.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes, actually the guy whose name starts with an A. Lmfao
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Andee.
Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
Uh, possibly.
What are you currently doing besides this?
Telling my dog to shut the fuck up.
Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
Uh, no.
How long was the last shower you took?
Like, fifteen minutes, which is surprising.
Do you think long distance relationships work out?
Never, sorry. Lol
Why aren't you at home right now?
Uh, I am.
This time last year, were you single?
Yeah, and I stayed single for a while.
How has your heart been lately?
In shock, really.
Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
Sometimes, yeah. *hides face*
Think back in April, how was your love life then?
Dormant. Nothing was going on. I liked someone a lot, but I look back on it now and laugh... hard.
Whats one thing you really wanted last night?
For today to arrive. Oh, and to see James. Conversations led to him and yada, yada, yada. (;
